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And the tired Holiday Begins

Aug. 31st, 2007 | 04:58 pm
location: Home
mood: crankycranky
music: P.o.D - Going in Blind

 Hey My Journal Reading cyber space rabbit zombies... how the hell are u doing?? well im ok i guess had another short day at work but god it seems to kill me so i had a lil sleep this afternoon since being in. sleep is good thats what ive decided and these are my reasons for it.. 
1. It refreshes you
2. You can have a fantasy life in ur head for as long as u sleep and life will more or less go how u want it to.
3.Ur Always comfy.. cz if ur not comfy then ur not asleep lol so any haterz of sleep out there its not cz ur uncomfy cz u wouldnt be asleep if ur not cozzy and warm and all hmmm

 yea so there u go 3 reasons on lovin sleep lol plus my bootiful bitchin gf loves it to so there u go 1 more reason lol.  Goddd!! work was so shit today i mean first of all u walk in and the managers are all like yay how r u u have a good day u and everyting like there ur best friend so 3 hrs later there all like u dont do very much do u.... Its at the end of my shift... ive worked 3 complete sections of the shop plus there crummy ass water and drinks so u might aswell make that 4. and they consider it not good enought in the space of 3 hrs.... man i was pissed i wanted to rip some heads of right there and then and kill all the lil mofos at exactly the same time. so after a lil bitcin with em i went home cz i was like its my holiday who cares .. only to find 15 mins into my journy home... i find i still got the Boots Stockroom keys in my pocked.. god damnit i was so pissed so i had to turn around and head back and give them back to the same ass manager who was moaning i avoided pat for the most part cz she was really doing my nut in. so yea my day at work today was hard and long and unjoyable ... exactly what works is spose to be i guess lol. unlike yesterday now that is what i call a fuckin brilliant day spent 2 hrs in a meetin and half hr fillin water n drinks and the rest just tellin my team mates about the meeting then i got to go home.. man the hardest part of yesterday was walking to and from work.. it was a refreshing relief. so yea yesterday i was happy.. well i was until i took a wii fitnes test and i went from age 35.... to .... fucking age 77 i was sooo angry i was like god damn u mother fucker what did i ever do to u to deserve this grrrrrr. so yes atm i havnt done 1 today but i swear to god if its worse than shity 77 i will i repeat Will Kick somebodys ass Soooo bad.

 Well i dont know what the fuck im gonna do with myself over this weekend/week cz i got fuck all todo i got no money and i cant see my gf cz shes grounded..... Ya i know its perfetic i got a whole week to kill and 100% NOTHING TO DO... omg so if the nobodies out there who dont read this have any ideas of what i could do plzzz tell me cz i would rither much like to hear any surgestions lol. well i think i have had a rither good rant today.. Yes yes i do so im gonna go and have my dinner right now. so im gonna finish rit here

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Day 2 Of Return

Aug. 29th, 2007 | 01:48 pm
location: Home
mood: soresore
music: P.o.d - Going in Blind

Well Just got back from work and Omg my legs hurt sooo much so ive just collapsed onto the sofa and fort ill do something to calm and unwind and i figured what better way than to rant on this heap of online paper. So how have i been since i was last on this well in all honesty shit i didnt hear from my gf atol last nit and she promised me she would be online to talk at 2 difrent times in the day and she no showed and then what made me even more upset,stressed,annoyed or w.e is the fact i phoned her up and she didnt answer!!! she said she would always be there for me and was she.... NO. Well i phoned her up this morning and spoke to her for about 15 mins and she reckons she was ill so what can i do or say to tht nothing much really but still it really hurts when they cant atleast speak to u over the phone just for a few mins. 

 God i dont even know what to talk about anymore i got so much going off in my head im thinking about making this page public and postin my journal on piczo and bebo so ppl can see what going of in my head and how i feel and see how my days go. its only an idea atm and so far i havnt actiond on it.

Well i was walking home and i had shitloads to rant about but its all slipped my mind cz im watchin Kings and Queens . Its an American Comedy tv show not as good as friend infact its shit compared to friends but its still funny. well i cant think of anything so say anymore so im gonna go and rest and relax and unwind for a secound.

 Chat to You Again soon 


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Aug. 28th, 2007 | 09:06 pm
location: Home
mood: discontentdiscontent
music: P.O.D - Alive

WOW  has it been a long time since i been on this. in all honest i actualy forgot it was about lol. With my oh such Busy hectic life haha lol wow been so long im shocked im on ere. anyways updates,,,,,,,, for all the 0 percent of ppl who read this shit. Well im engadged yep i am im as amazed as anybody else. oww i got a new dvd i seen the film in the cinema and just fort fuck it i gotta own it now. So im a new proud owner of ... Wild Hogs Woooo Goo Me. ermm im also a new owner of a Nintendo Wii.. Woooo goo mee spedning all my flippin money on shit i cant afford lol. But lifes been gettin me down latly so i needed to buy myself a few pick me ups cz well i ant got the ppl that really cheer me up close so its down to material things. i find it so hard to trust ppl now and i sometimes question who my friends are. for the first time in my life im askin myself Who are my real friends and i just dont know anymore its like omg. 

 Anyways i said to myself i would make atleast me 1st return entry Atleast a lil happy so ermm yea got lots of new things and missin shit loads of ppl and nothings on tv and i feel really really alone and deserted atm. but hey thats life you can always have things the way you want em can you really. 

So yea im gonna keep this short since all i keep on doing is going back to the shit in this life.

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not bad i say (will prove last bit wrong)

Dec. 2nd, 2004 | 04:59 pm
mood: contentcontent
music: Linkin Park- Hit the Floor

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Why They Love You You keep going and going and going...
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From Inside

Dec. 2nd, 2004 | 04:50 pm
mood: calmcalm
music: Linkin Park- Lying from you

Hey ppl,

well today was ok i suppose went really quickly which i really like my life in a way is on a mend but at the same time i still feel crap anoth to still cut i almost cut again last night but managed to fight the anger i had and just got really badly pissed wohooooooo. so im sure some of you will be happy wit that and im sure some of u dont even give a damn. but then thats u so.

anyways today went really quicly unitl about 3 o clock then it dragged eventually got home and started playing linkin park on my pc so im enjoying them at the moment :-).

im about to have dinner so that will warm me up inside (rubs stomach) Oh yea i got my new walkman itsss so cool im loving the tunes on it and i get some good volume on it 2.

ermmm i will put my song of the day up after this and a quiz i think. ermm thats about all i have to say so update you all later.

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Worst day ever

Dec. 1st, 2004 | 05:28 pm
mood: energeticenergetic
music: Simple plan- Grow Up

How long would you last in a zombie movie by zombi357
Weapon of choice
Friend who turned that you had to killy_2_jericho
Chance you will survive: 89%
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Hey ppl

Nov. 26th, 2004 | 08:30 pm
mood: coldcold
music: Hatebreed - we will be heard

Hey ppl,

ok lets start this from the beggining Besically My G/f gas attempted or is attempting or somethning to kill herself and i just cant take this life anymore its played to many games and to many jokes on me

First Boots
then anna
then feeling like sian and laura hated me and getting moaned at by them for cz they thought i didnt care and ditched them cz i couldne be arsed now i got my g/f saying shes going to kill herself or whatever and i just cant take it anymore its gotten to me 2 much and i just cant dill with it anymore

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Blood Flows

Nov. 21st, 2004 | 09:30 am
mood: cheerfulcheerful
music: Blaze-10 secounds

hey ppl

i just wanted to tell everbody that last night was a night i found an excape from this world i am just gonna say it as it is. I've resorted to cutting. and i h8 to say it but it felt gd felling pain throw my arm as i watched blood drop of my arm. maby thats a bit sick or whatever but its what i did and i cant see me stopping. soory ppl.

anways i only wanted to let u know sorry ppl.

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bulivard of broken dreams

Nov. 17th, 2004 | 09:33 pm

i just want to curl up and die y is my life so shit y do i always make the same mistakes in LIFE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thats it i cant take this anymore its to much i cant stand being alone anymore.

Goodbye all

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Nov. 17th, 2004 | 07:33 pm

i dont know if i can be botherd to do this journal anymore cz well it takes time and ppl judge me for it and well to be honest letting me feelings on it doesnt help that much so all of u who read this check back if u really want but dont expect anything to be here

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